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This year, I am trying to have a new normal. Anyone who knows me knows that the last three years of my life have been spent on a volatile rollercoaster with my daughter’s dad. He’s a great person, just broken. I thought I could fix it, but I can’t. His selfish behaviour has ruined many holidays and special events in the past, but not this year.
I’ve come out of it stronger, but am working on rebuilding my ideas of what a family looks like, that two is okay, that I don’t need to be somebody’s punching bag, that I am #worthit and that I deserve so much more. This Christmas, I am trying to start traditions with my daughter that are special just for us. Some have failed due to both of us being knocked on our butts with the flu, but at the end of the day, it’s about enjoying things together. She is so smart, intelligent, kind and loving, and I am so blessed to be her momma. 💕💕