My first born... Every single night when i lay her down for bed, she grabs my face just like this and says, “i love you more”. I reply with, “I love you most” and we continue back and forth who loves each other more.
Little does she know that she will never win.
She can never love me more than I love her.
She is the one that made me a mommy and although i share a special bond with each of my babies, she is the one that has taught me the most about myself as a person and as a mother.
She is also the one that is paving the path for her sisters.
Motherhood didn’t come with an instruction manual and i often feel guilty for having to learn from my mistakes with her.
Sometimes i forgot that she is not even four years old. She is still a baby. She is still my baby.
And sometimes i don’t give her the attention she needs because I’m torn between two other babies who also need me.
I can see the sadness in her eyes when she asks me to watch her do something but I’m also trying to tend to her sisters.
The days can be so hard. And i feel like I’m failing 90% of the time.
But no matter how hard the day has been or how many times we have butt heads, she still tells me she loves me more.
And this reminds me that I am 100% not failing.
It’s easy to feel like a failure as a mom. That you’re not doing enough. But i can promise you that the guilt you feel is not a reflection of your little ones happiness💗
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