She saw him, saw people meeting him, discovering themselves into a crowd and jelling along with him. Woefully, she always dreamed the same.
Her heart cramps a little too much every single day and night asking her the same questions that she is being asked since all these years "when it'll be my turn?" Or "when I'll live my dream?". Softly wiping her tears away, she replies "oneday, soon".
That doesn't mean that she's always hopeful after a mental breakdown like a flawless rainbow after a goddamned rain. She often feels like giving up and letting every sorrow drown her deep into a dark deadline. But her that-one-particular-dream holds her back and pushes her ahead.
So she craves and cries, she let herself crave and cry until she feels better. Cause she knows, her cravings doesn't make her weak or her tears doesn't make her will power wet. All they do is make her more strong, determined, motivated as her dream is still unfulfilled, goals are yet unachieved.
The more time it takes, the more days she gets to test the aches and make it worth when her day comes. Cause she believes, something huge and special must has been written for her, in the moment when she'll finally be living in an era of the person's physical presence whom she has been looming over an android phone only, as the wait is taking tests of her patience every single moment.
Yes! She's a FANGIRL😭❤️ halfdead-hopeful-trying.
That very 'fangirl' is living inside everybody in this fandom who has turned or are plenty potential to turn the world upside down for you @mr.mnv @teammnvspreadingsmiles
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