Can't sleep. #struggle #needtomove
It's very hard when the #balance is not where it should be in your mind. I have the urge to do some #dancing #Therapy but something told me to rest it out for a little bit.
I like to be always on the go. I like to do things. And I love traveling.
Problem is: my #trust issue with people, people pressuring you to be someone your not meant to be, and transportation (I don't like any public transit, including Uber or Lyft).
I honestly did not wanna come back to #Stockton , I was in #lasvegas for a week and didn't wanna leave. As I do appreciate my folks in Stockton, my #soul has been yearning for alot more. Really, I just want to finally #breathe in deeply into the #environment of where I am and exhale a sigh of #relief , #achievement , #happiness , and #completion .
But right now, I feel suffocated all over again since I got back. And I've outgrown the environment that I'm in right now.
I just really want my life to be better and be next to #nature again. That is my #wellness