Truly a transformation only GOD could orchestrate.....this was her Papa’s Waynuel Mccray ‘s post tonight.... April 20, 2015—April 20, 2019
Our God is Alive! Kensley Lynn McCray ***************************************************
& that just got me thinking.... Four years ago, Aaron & I were in our own personal hell. (& sorry, there is no other word to use) Yes, we had been given a TRUE MIRACLE with our girl making it thru surgery....but watching her suffer....& struggle....for each breath, for each step forward....was seriously agony.
We missed our big girls, we missed our home, we missed our life....we missed the dream of what we thought our lives would be....Did we love this sweet girl? ♥️MORE THAN LIFE. ♥️ But, to say we were struggling would be an understatement.....We were facing a lot of unknowns....we loved our baby girl....but instead of a 15 month old....we were dealing with a delayed, medically fragile newborn.... Would she ever eat by mouth? Would she always need oxygen? What kind of cognitive delays were we facing? Would she ever go to school? Live by herself? How much support would she need daily to be able to live at home? How would this effect our older girls? Our family? Job? Friends? Church family? How would we be able to do all this, & everything else? & why was this sweet girl suffering so? & how could i just sit & watch? With no way to help? & no end in sight? None of it made sense to my burdened heart..... Four years ago.....we were “in the trenches” of our “Friday”....... the worst moments of our lives..... I know many of you out there are in the “Friday” periods of your lives too.....& I want you to know that SUNDAY IS COMING‼️🙌🏽 Read on..... If you would’ve told us then, what we know now.....there’s not even a very small chance that I would’ve believed you.....I wasn’t in a place where I could even start to believe....bc I was hurting so much. So I share this so you will know, no matter what is happening to you right now....no matter how impossible it might seem.....your situation can be used for good..... It might not look like you once thought, it might not be the ideal you once had pictured for your life, it might not even b