this is long over due and i know its not a edit like i would normally make, but i want u to have a permanent post. somewhere i can talk ab how amazing u are to me, and just brag! maybe this can be a place u come back to and read everything i write ab u when ur down or im away. anyways, my sweet boy, i love u w all of me, and thats never changing. we dont have the best record, but we always end up together. i love u so bad, its crazy, but believable. i hope i make u feel as wanted as u make me feel. sometimes i need reassurance, but it doesnt mean i doubt that u want me. if u didnt, u could have whoever u want, ur so perfect. ur so understanding, and u listen, n i hope i help u like u help me. i could cry over the phone and u would listen and help me feel better. i hope that u know ur so much more than good enough, im jus so surprised someone as amazing, perfect, n beautiful as u wants someone like me. i cant wait for what the future has for us. i cant wait to cover u in all the besos u could ask for, or even to hold ur hand. ur my person, ur the one that gets me and knows me. i sleep so much better when we fall asleep on the phone, and im jus overall better w u. i cant even begin to explain how grateful i am for u, ur my lil blessing baby. ur all i want and ever need. ugh, im going to cry, i jus love u so much, lil fish. thank u for helping me last night, i cant wait for all that we talked ab, baby. i really suck at showing my love for u when it comes to writing stuff, but lhopefully u feel it ♡. u make my life worth living, heck, u are my reason for living. i used to be super sad, i wasnt okay with life and i really didnt want to live. u changed that for me, i want to live to be able to give u so many besos, squish ur adorable face, jus love u. whenever we didnt talk or werent together, i felt like i was dying, i couldnt function right.. i appreciate n love u so much, mi amor, i hope u know that. ill make a real edit for u, i know u dont care but, i wanna. my love for u grows stronger everyday, pretty boy. i cant wait to finally be together ooc, we get closer everyday to it finally happening. i love u so bad, i want a kissy or few, hehe.