Since he was born he wasn’t ever there for him, he never showed him love in any way. He’s never cared for him or was actual active part of his life. 14 years being treated like he’s invisible. 14 years being treated as an object. 14 years being used just so he could stay in the US. ( he uses Amron medical condition for immigration just so he won’t get deported) He never loved him or even care for him. Since the day he was born I could honestly say I don’t remember when he has ever hugged him or fed him or bathed him or even was happy to see him.
I’ve seen it all with him and it breaks my heart but I’ve never let Amron feel like he needs his dad I’ve done everything for him, since he was born I stayed with him the 6 weeks in the NICU, I took him home in a cab, I bought him his first outfit, I was there to hear his first words, his first smile, going to therapy 3 times a week and going to drs appointments, I waited alone in the waiting room while he was in a 13 hour open heart surgery, I helped him take his first step I’ve loved him, cared for him, stayed awake with him in hospitals, I’ve walked with him, played with him, bought everything he’s ever asked for I never let him ask twice. I’ve watched him grow from being born at 4 pounds to being a grown teenager. Ive battles every illness with him from having a cold to every surgery he’s had and to battling cancer. I’ve filled in every empty space in his life with love. I AM his mother and father since the day he was born I’ve never let him feel like he needed him nor will I ever let him feel that way. Im here for you Amron I’ve always been and always will be here for you until I take my last breath.
Amron did not loose anything his dad did he’s the one missing out on every precious little moment with Amron. He’s the one missing out on Amron smiles and hugs.
Amron is the most loved boy by everyone around him. The love I have for you and the world around you is way more than enough. I LOVE YOU AMRON!! •
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