“The Best Things in Life Aren’t Planned, They Simply Just…Happen”
When you stop looking you find it. Just when I became comfortable being single and growing ,healing and just doing me ... someone came along.
I get pretty excited when I get to tell someone how we met. How things simply played out perfectly . Things got a little complicated in my personal life , which lead to taking certain path that I wouldn’t normally take. But it’s been the best choice I’ve made. I’m in an odd place mentally , but my heart is full. My days are a little brighter because of them , so I know this is where I’m suppose to be. They say you have 3 great loves . Our first is when we are young, in high school even. It’s the idealistic love, the one that seems like the fairy tales we read as children. And it was a rough relationship. I still adore him to this day and we’re friends. Second is supposed to be our hard love, the one that teaches us lessons about who we are and how we often want or need to be loved. This is the kind of love that hurts. And man did this one hurt. I truly felt a part of me die , even more because I drove away the only father figure Arlow had for 3 years. We’re friends now , and I’ve definitely changed cause I wondered how we even lasted that long. I find him annoying lmao. And the third is the love we never see coming. The one that usually looks all wrong for us and that destroys any lingering ideals we clung to about what love is supposed to be. This is the love that comes so easy it doesn’t seem possible. It’s the kind where the connection can’t be explained and knocks us off our feet because we never planned for it. And I’m in this for life. Even on the bad days I can’t help but admire him . Makes me more grumpy lmao #bpd #boarderlinepersonalitydisorder #beingboarderline #depression #manicdepression #anxitey #ptsd #childhoodtrauma #trauma #mentalillnesswarrior #mentalhealth #mentalillness #breakthestigma #mexican #mexicana #latinx #amoralamexicana #boymom #singlemom #pnw #seattlechick #bpdmom