My birthday was the 5th and it was a milestone birthday...not some random number bday, the one that marks the midpoint of human life. It’s difficult to describe standing at this point, halfway from here and there. The future lays open before me, an open road with no particular destination. Shall I fade slowly, into the twilight, gracefully accede that my time has passed? Or follow the calling of my gypsy soul, that begs me to forge a trail without a map. I’ve always been a bit of a maverick, some say too vibrant for the masses, so I know which path I’ll choose. I don’t know how prepared I am for this next chapter but at least I’ve begun to have an inkling of what I want to achieve.
14 days ago I relinquished my attachment to some very precious hopes & dreams which I mourned deeply, feeling at times I could not let go. With every tear, hole or gap a blessing arrived. As confirmation that I’m choosing well the universe has been granting me with synchronicity, gifts and open doors. When I wrote the other day about us needing to choose a path, just one path to put forth all our focus on, I knew I’d have a problem with that. I like options, if one things doesn’t work out, I like to have a back up. The message an attitude like that sends out is that you don’t have belief, you don’t have confidence and in essence you don’t much care whether it pans out or not. When you go all in, invest yourself 💯 on a single goal that sends a powerful message to the world, the universe and yourself. When you put all your effort into one thing, you perfect and refine it, it frees you up since you aren’t following every enticing bauble that comes along. Focus and clarity of purpose is the only way to achieve big dreams and goals. A wishy washy, ill defined purpose will get you nothing but wasted time. There is so much magic in being singularly committed to one thing. So I’m putting all my proverbial eggs into one basket, eggs I’ve been sitting on for far too long. Ive begun the journey now I need to make a map. It’s time to commit to the dream and since no one has gone before me on this particular road I am the sculptor, the map maker, the dreamer and the revolutionist. Namaste 🦋