Very long, and boring. #sorrynotsorry
This photos come up on my time hop the other day and it raised a lot of questions. This was 6 years ago just about to start second year at college, my second festival and believe it or not I was a little party girl.
I’ve recently had a lot people say that “we’re old” 💀 ... I’m 23. I do feel old sometimes but more because my habits ... I like to be in bed by 10 ... sue me. They continued to talk about it was the “best years of our life” ... I honestly near spat out my sparking water hahah. (Maybe I am old). I honestly don’t agree, up until probably last year I wanted to go back and change those 16-20 years of life desperately. Now I’m pretty chill about them and just laugh about them.
You could not pay me enough to go back relive them. I’ve made my peace with those years of my life but they were not enjoyable for me. If I was to meet younger me, I would not like her at all. She was naive and was far to people pleaser and hated herself so much that she pretended to be someone different. You can’t tell but I was so desperate to have long hair that I paid so much for glued extensions, they got glued together and for the entire weekend they were pulling on skull to the point for up to a year after I had bald patches. 👩🦲 like why did I feel the so much pressure?! I don’t want to ever conduct myself in that way again. And I obviously still have a lot of myself to grow into.
Please understand I have great memories from that in my life. But I don’t think my best years are behind, I think they’re on there way I can’t wait!
Side note; my best friend is in this photo @ecilastamp shes my ride or die and it was cemented during this festival. And I still own the jumper I’m wearing in this photo and when I wear it reminds of how much I never want to camp again. #toooldforthat #timehop #6yearsago #thekiller #lookingback #iow #youngerme #letstalk #longpost #probablypointless