Havent done a #transformationtuesday for a while. Thought I would remind myself how far I've come.
2011 vs 2019 (today)
If that's not motivation to keep going, I dont know what is.
If I can do it, so can you!
So, my journey begins in earnest tomorrow. Surgery booked in at The Spire hospital in Brentwood, Essex.
I don’t think I’ve ever been this nervous.
I’m going to try and document my journey as best as I can....the highs and the many lows that I’m expecting.
Any advice for the first few days and weeks will be more than welcome! 🙏 #vsgfamily#vsgsupport#vsgjourney#vsgproblems#vsg#vsgcommunity#vsgsurgery#vsgfood
So its 4 days away from my #plasticsurgery and I'm honestly just in a blank mind set. My friend asked me if i was excited and what's going through my head rn. I told her nothing. Absolutely nothing. I'm sitting here trying to force some thoughts and emotions in to document what I'm thinking so let's see...3 years ago i would of never imagined being in the body i am today. and now I'm too scared to set expectations on any specific results because i can't even imagine what my body is capable of looking like. I'm scared to aim too high and be disappointed. I'm scared to get excited and my iron be too low and i come home with nothing done. Saturday i got to get dolled up as you see in the pix and all i could do was stare at my arms and how my armpit skin spilled over the dress. I can't imagine a day where that's no longer an issue. Hoping to get a chance to make a video today to document my clutter of random thoughts. For now here's a current pic #vsg#wls#gastricsleeve#transformationTuesday#beforeandafter#weightlossjourney#plasticsurgery#motivation#thetimeisnow#ootd#red#blackHair#motd#mua
I am grateful for my two legs that allowed me to walk for the past 120 minutes and I’m incredibly grateful for my health. Also, I love the change of seasons and how every where I look, it is a lush wonderland with flowers everywhere. .
That being said. I’m emotionally volatile. Last night/yesterday I had a whole slew of shit to eat. Including but not only a croissant, two chocolate bars, chips, Mac & cheese & cookies. What the fuck. I need to get my shit together. Today’s the day. Fuck. .
It's a Six Flags kind of day!
I remember not being able to fit on the rollercoasters which was completely devastating and then I didn't come here for a few years because I was so overweight.
Today, I'm riding all of the rides including the water rides without any limitations due to my body and it's such a great feeling!
3 years ago I bought this dress as a goal. Something that my heart deeply desired was to rock this dress.
Well, today I am rocking it and I feel so good about. Just in time for summer.
It took me 3 years but I got there damnit! I'm not stopping because I'm not done.