Please don’t mistake my building for loneliness. My #greatestlove is God. And because of him my #selflove is strong. Now for some this is developed during childhood. For others trauma spins you in cycles. That is exactly what happened to me until I chose not to be spun anymore. Well with this decision comes great responsibility.
Yes I’m now responsible for myself, my future, and my goals. I am also responsible for my spirituality as my own spiritual head and for developing into the woman I desire to attract the spiritual head I desire. There are no short cuts and I hold myself accountable for my past and most importantly my future. Love and success take building blocks and no distractions.
Yes, although there are many with whom I can waste my time, I choose to build and be single, not lonely, in order to wait on Jehovah to be spiritually sound and thus attract the same.
When you are done wasting time, energy, emotions, money, and unreality on others for the sake of companionship, you begin to enjoy yourself more because you realize you are single by choice and that this time and foundation laying is what will result in your greatest work of all, the love you designed.
After a certain age or a certain wisdom (know better do better, insanity is doing the same thing and expecting different results) you should no longer be doing things just because you can without thought to your purpose and desired outcome, it’s time to put in work. What you admire is attainable; yet, sacrifices are necessary. Get to it. Enjoy your future, make it happy, don’t just deal with whatever life gives, design your life to feel fulfilled and endless. I believe and so what you see is not loneliness but my journey and sacrifice to the greatness I know exists for me and within me. I moved so fast for so long, so I am truly content with this process. 😌 #workhard #lovehard #perfectunion #greatestlove #sacredlove #nopainnogain #equallyyoked #notimewasted #loveyourself #grow #build #spendtime #qualityoverquantity #justbecauseyoucan #sacrifice #beyonce #iaintsorry